i think 2010 isnt a good year. :x
wtf, i think i cried alot of times this month.
this week, during english lesson went out class to cry with cheryl and madeline. :/

i'm not an kid anymore,
i could sense something is wrong between them.
do i have to keep pretending that i know nth?
sometimes, i feel like asking them is there sth wrong?
i have seen some messenges, overheard what they said.
cant they just tell the truth?
then i can really break down and cry in front of them.
is this just my imagination, or is there really sth happened?
i really dunno, can someone tell me what happened?
i had to put on a false front,
pretend that there is nth wrong when i can sense that both of them are avoiding each other.
no communication at all.
it's been a long time since i hear both of them speaking to each other.
i wish i can tell my siblings about this matter, but i am afraid that they dont know anything.
and it might make things worse.

okay, i hope that the truth will be out soon.

went fareast yesterday.
i spent $70 plus, but i'm not satisfied yet.
cause i already bought 7 clothes my sisters' online shop
: http://herwalkincloset.livejournal.com/. :)
so didnt buy any clothes. :x
shall go bugis next time.
so i guess i have bought most of my new year stuff. :)
except bag and earrings, hehe.

sian, and i wasted $25 to buy new boots cause my boots cant shine anymore. :x
then wanted go bowling but when reached there,
most of them dont want to play.
so go lot1 slacked again.

ohyaaaa,
and i shall say sth to make everyone laugh.
i embarrassed myself infront of the sjab sec3s. LOL.
cause i tripped over the wire and i seriously just fell and banged in front.
isn't that funny? hahaha.

okkk, i need to go but dental floss, haha i am random.
bye!